Friday, August 19, 2011

翅膀 -~¹~-第三十二章





缺陷的月

我还是选择用文字来写写部落格
母语永远都是我们最好的表达方式

夜静了
听着友人介绍的抒情新歌
轻松的心情被女歌手的演绎方式牵着走

外头的月亮
并不圆
星星并不繁密

七月接近尾声了
中秋节好像要到了
看着邻家的妈妈与可爱的小女儿在玩着蜡烛
脑海里飘起弄个小型灯笼的念头

几年前
无知的我也第一次做了一个鱼型灯笼
现在可能已经在某某角落的垃圾处
第一步的错 对不起
我并不想让人感到讨厌
我选择逃避

今年
中秋节
我想再做个小型灯笼
当着给自己从新的机会
或是送个我可爱的卷发小侄女

月亮不会永远为你而圆又美
有谁不想和最爱的嫦娥一起度过中秋
但又有多少人还是单独对月干杯

缺陷的月
被人嫌弃

世人是不会体谅这种月亮背后的心酸

它又何尝不想有个谅解它的星




Saturday, August 13, 2011

翅膀 -~¹~-第三十一章


再出发

放空的部落格
遗忘的故事
再次出发

想要分享的是
上个月的“车路士 亚洲之旅”
“Chelsea Asian Tour"
我想在有生之年目睹心爱的球队
在马来西亚精彩的表演

这也是第一次看现场的球赛
球迷的疯狂
球迷的热诚
你可以看到几十万的蓝军们在做一样的动作
球场动着一样的海浪波




最有纪念性的照片

“刚巧遇到的同学”
还面皮厚到要和我拍照
cincai 咯

我只能说
感觉真的不一样

“当你平时想的
走到不一样的地步
真的很多惊喜”

“我也看到平时我们在场外看不到的东西”

如果再有机会,我会再和心爱的球队做些更多的互动

下次的重遇会在那儿?
天知meh?

Friday, May 20, 2011

翅膀 -~¹~-第30章







Son of the Poseidon

i always wonder why i like blue so so much
i like blue color and sea

last few day, i went to Lumut with 3 monkeys
and every time i go to there
i feel like I'm at my second home

i had chosen as NS trainee at Segari (around Lumut)
i leaved my home for my 1st job during holiday break at Sitiawan
I'm learnt to drive and race in the big road of Manjung
this place really means so much to me
as this triangle (Manjung,Sitiawan and Lumut) maybe another journey or destiny for me
in the future

Let pictures do the talking





Tadaa
the end of poseidon tales

p/s: i'm proud of my phototaking skill and improved lots by days

nitezz and sleep tight

Saturday, May 7, 2011

翅膀 -~¹~-第29章



Happy Mother Day2011
母亲节快乐

It had been 2 years i am not around my beloved mother for mother day celebration
for this 2 years
i'm troubled with final examinations
烦 烦 烦

this blog is fulled of spider web
it's time to renovate it and make a new layout
i will be doing it during sem break if i'm free ^^

What i want to highlight today
is to dedicate my wishes to my mum aka AhMi
i hope my mum will be healthier day by day
and happy as always
and the most important is prettier and prettier

since Ah Mi start taking care of my sis baby
i can feel her oldness and tiredness from his wrinkle and emotion
the naught and hair curly baby girl really troublesome and uncontrollable sometime
Ah Mi can take care of her own health
ur only son really love u
from the today calling conversation
i think you already receive the warmth part of my blessings

i will never forget the moment you was holding my hand to kindergarten
i will never forget the moment you was fetching me to primary school by ahma's bicycle
i will never forget the moment you captured lots of sweet memory when i was small
i will never forget the moment u was celebrating my birthday every year maybe i'm the only boy in the family 独生子大过天
i will never forget the moment you cry and had tears during i was went for NS as i'm 1st time leave the family

i may not so obey to you sometimes
but i do listen to all ur advices during i'm far from your side
this is the picture we had captured during last year

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!!




everyone has only one mother
so
please do appreciate own mother as long as we are human being
don't regret when time is not allowed us to do so

树欲止而风不静
子欲养而亲不在


Ahwing <3 Ahmi

俊荣永远爱卢妈妈




Sunday, February 13, 2011

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十八章









2011之新“心”

这个部落格空白了2个月14天

忙碌的开学时段
虽然我还是常常地逃课


一月里的日历有着舞狮的假日
华人的大日
有着无尽的灿烂时光
见到久违的他与她
尽情的吃喝玩乐
看到故友的脸中流露着当初的笑容和天真
挽回其对她的爱慕
老友们的相聚难免必不了赌,喝,聊
嘻嘻哈哈有一天



我的懒惰也慢慢造成部落格的挂空
懒惰是因为有了当初的感动
有着当年难兄难弟一起玩的线上游戏
(RAGNAROCK)
也开始忘记了天使的翅膀
我一定会常常写出我俊荣的心声



今天是个特别的日子
非常罗曼迪克的日子
洋鬼子的情人节

现在的你有着另一半吗?
期待另一半在今天给你的惊喜吗?

现在的你还是单身 或是暂时单身吗?
别担心 某某人说过
这个世界是阴阳界
凡阴比配阳
只是你的百分百另一半和你还没有到时间



祝天下有情人终成眷属

今日一曲



Friday, December 31, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第27章

NEW YEAR 2011

it's time to clean up the dusts or spider web in my blog

New Year n New Hope


i'm using RED color as Chinese always like to say

"Ang Ang Beh Hai Lang"

which means red red wont hurt people

New Year
Everyone is getting new wishes and learning from history

Here some wishes of mine as i'm quite greedy

1. My family members all "ping ping an an"
2. Excellent academic results
3. Get some sport achievements during Uni life
4. Get a loved one
5. Wealth n Health
6. Appreciate the joyful moments with peers, friends and special ones
7. Chelsea is crowded with UEFA Champion n EPL
8. My blessing one can get better life
9. People around me can live happily as fairy tale
10. Last but no least, i can get extra wishes when i am needed them



HOHOHOHOHOHO




Happy New Year~
2011
Good Bye
2010


Sunday, December 5, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十六章







圣诞月

短暂的学期过去了
告别了糟糕的学业加上朦胧的生活
来临的是缺乏信心的大考
我依然会全力以赴
因为我要像努力的她看齐

上个月
可以说是最霉的蓝色十一月
有的是独孤作战的上课
有的是超低的分数
有的是咬着舌头 语无论次 的presentation
没有的是朋友的鼓励
没有的是足够的睡眠
没有的是关怀的爱人

感到欣慰的是
常伴的哥儿们
金宝的还是家乡的
和你们的日子是没有烦恼的
只有欢笑和戏弄
日子也比较好过

圣诞节落在考试之后
今年的圣诞节
心里有着无数的计划
心里依旧盼望今年能在都市里
喧闹的大街 无数的人潮
街上疯狂的大叫
而我就静静地在酒吧里
和朋友谈天 喝酒 看着英超豪门的龙争虎斗
往年的都市圣诞夜仍在脑海里历历在目
圣诞时刻
商场里的气氛
雪白的布景
充满叮咚 装饰的圣诞树
jingle bell 随街可听的见

无意间提起圣诞树
想起去年的礼物
你还保留着吗
还是被遗忘的回忆沉埋了



最美好的圣诞节
是在于和你度过寒冷时分的朋友
用最真 最关心的态度来珍惜相处的雪季




Saturday, November 27, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第25章



Dream of the dream

after watching "Inception"
i wonder the existence of some concepts
such as the injection of small ridiculous idea can be growth into the reality
and dreams can be created by outsiders

during i was small
i'm alway wish to make my incomplete life to be perfect in my dream
i wish to work out my unaccomplished life's projects in my dream
i wish to make my happily life as fairy tale in my dream
i wish to meet someone or go somewhere i have no chance to go

in my dream
sometimes it works
sometime it fails

i'm sure for everyone
sweet dream always come first to us
but nightmares are unpredictable and come to me with zero signal
and in the end you will be awakening with nothing

dream can be a reality
what happen in the dream can used to be a reflection of your life
reflect how well you are doing
reflect how bad you treat your surrounding
reflect how your life is facing in the past
reflect the internal side of yourself

forget the guilty past
make meaningful contribution currently
step to the greater future

Feel your dream and Work your dream

Sweet Dream




Sunday, November 21, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十四章





不是部落格的停
不是生活的停
不是努力的停

而是看到朋友伤心地停了
失去的停了
父爱鼓励地停了

人生无常
心跳随时都会停
对爱你的人
对你爱的人
真的要真心相对
不然当你停了
机会不再是你的
诚实不再给予你了
真心诚语也会默默地埋在泥土里

无时无刻
你都会停掉
所以趁着现在
做人要珍惜
做人要感恩
停下你的脚步
看看你身边的朋友 家人 爱人
关怀他们
对陌生的人笑一笑
可能当你停下的那瞬间
某某陌生人会怀念你曾经的笑


我停下了一切
希望现在远远的她是微笑的
因为她的微笑永远都会停止我对其他人的心动


Sunday, November 7, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十三章


在不久之前
我停下了脚步
经历了伤悲
学习了看透
心里仍然有着寻找新的伴侣的冲动
但还是那句
顺其自然吧

这几个礼拜
我看到朋友的悲哀 无奈 失望 挣扎
爱情真的让人无法自拔
应该是说
单方面的付出是夺取另一个欢笑的爱情
双方面的付出才是保持长长久久 至爱不渝 的爱情
但是又有多少人是真正的做得到

有人是为了得到男性或女性的呵护 爱戴
有人是为了填埋空虚的寂寞
有人是为了恋爱而恋爱
有人是看着身边的友人双双对对而随随便便找一个不是很爱的她或他
有的呢就随着所谓的一见钟情而麻木的追求爱情

我承认我那种一见钟情的
但日后的双方了解才是决定爱情幼苗的种子
她不爱我 我也会默默离开

让我好奇的是
已经开始交往的朋友
既然因为个人对那份感情很累而冷落对方
既然你们是不相爱的为何当初要牵起他的手
暧昧时你不是都很甜蜜吗
一切都是假的 还是一场梦

看着憔悴的朋友
我只能把桌上的酒一瓶一瓶地干了
我看到以前影子
无奈和心里的伤心都可以从对话里听见
我同情他 默默地守候 有着信任连接的爱情
我感叹 不是每份爱情都是你付出就会得到

所以我强调 但你不爱一个人 或你没有真正喜欢一个人
不要勉强在一起 说你不爱他
终必到最后你们无理分手来得好
这样你对他或她的伤害少了很多很多
因为你肯定会减低他对你的思念和牵挂

有句话我很赞同
“要爱一个人是很容易的事
但要忘记一个人就真的难如登天”

ahwing名句
用你心里的直觉来告诉你
谁才是你想要一生一世陪伴你的人
但他或她不再爱你时
放手吧
因为在你身旁那个已经在你人生的路途中下车了

Sunday, October 24, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第22章







just went through 1st week of short sem
in the past
i'm acceptable with short sem subjects
but this one gotta be the toughest for me
i am taking japanese after dropping tamil
the decision of dropping due to i have to take it alone
plus with tamil seem to be cheap language and lots of nei in every single word

japanese is totally out of my expectation
1st week we had learned 92 single alphabet of japan writing
it was hard and took times to memorize all of them
we are just like kindergarten kids
week 2 there will be a test just like our spelling or ejaan in our primary school time
hope the japanese god can help me to become one of their members as fast as possible

this sem i have to learn to be independence
to be strong
i must work harder and Gambateh to overcome my loneliness for my universite life

the road in Uni is uncertain and full of thorns
i would like to find a partner of journey
the sincerely one
the trusted one
the committed one
the truthful one
the caring one
who always hold my heart and ambition tightly until the end of the road




Friday, October 15, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十一章



十八般武艺

当成绩放榜时
身边的朋友
有的悲
有的喜

夜深人静时
我看到了某某人的部落格
部落格里有的是无助和失望
从她的字体里
我感受到她的绝望
从她的沉默里
我理解到她需要决定

相信很多人也面对同样的事
所以
我想把这十八般武艺的想法送个需要鼓励和安慰的她或他

从小
每个父母都是希望
望子成龙
Dragon Dance 高高在上
成为人中之龙

但对于失败的小孩
有谁能了解
莫与他或她最清楚
要让小孩爱上自己的兴趣
把兴趣变成未来方向的发展
又有多少人办得到
这就像大学 中学选读心上好的科系
它难如伯牙绝 知音难寻

一次的失败并不会永远都令你永远站不起来
失败的你只是面对成长的青春期
挨过了
就会蝉变成会眨眼的蝴蝶
最成熟 最耀眼夺人的 蝴蝶

在这失败的过程了
可能你累了
可能你不想走了
可能你需要人陪
但别忽略你身旁关系你的人
你的家人 自己人 你的朋友
在远方祝福你的人
支持你的人永远都不会把放在杜 U Love Me嘴边
心里充满爱的鼓励


未来要发生的就像幻想一样
谁也不能100%肯定到底什么事会发生
将来的路填埋了惊喜与无预告的一切
都是你不知道的事

我们无须把成功看得太重
小学常言 失败是成功之母
不是吗
做人要简简单单
柴米油盐酱醋茶
并不是有十八般武艺就会成功

当你面对问题时
不要气馁 不要放弃
要勇于克服 寻找双赢的答案
你懂得珍惜你拥有的一切
相信自己的能力
然而
胜利和笑容并不是在天涯海角
而是已经在你左右
衷诚的祝福永远眷顾着你


Friday, October 8, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第20章

1.54am

now
i'm thinking of someone
how r u?
do i mean nothing to u?
i miss ur grin right now
i wish i can c u now
i wish i can talk with u right now
yesterday night u was there
My sweet dream

You are special
You are outstanding
You are understandable

It's all my words for u tonite
Good Night
Sweet Dream

Muackz

Monday, October 4, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第19章



Blog Reactivation

i'm using the soft greeny words to express myself
it's because of having holiday mood now
and i wish that everyone enjoy their holiday well and packed with unlimited activities

Just finished my tiring week in Kl
rushed to it after final my last paper
5days 4 nights
watched 2 movies
The Legend of Chen Zhen
&
Wall Street-Money Never Sleep

Wall Street-Money Never Sleep
is a dramatic plot which is focused on the financial crisis
and mainly suitable to banking student
due to it's a banking industry background movie
it is boring to my fren after watching it

One more thing to mention is
Sunway Lagoon
my singapore fren-Ng Chuanyi n Fai
quite excited for it on before and during the moments heading to there
For me
i have no idea about it
zzzz


The thing i want to highlight
i'm born to be a photographer
^.^
i used CY's DSLR to take this pic in
Look Out Point


Look Out Point
my 1st impression
is i like this place so much

at here
i can view the whole scenery of KL
the feeling is just like a big picture or portrait in front of your eye
it's real and amazing during the moment u are standing there
At this moment
there are not other matters or problems in your mind
only of happiness and future expectation inside there

The portrait can be described well for everyone
Our future are near and pretty
Yet it's untouchable and unrealistic
The only thing you can do now to stop the minutes
are enjoy it and capture it with warmest heart



Monday, September 27, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十八章



无题之谈

我把这部落格放空了一段日子
忙的是考试
忙的是学生懊恼的问题

为了这最后的考试
我今年的中秋
孤单
孤苦
冷清
没了以往爱吃的纯豆容小饼皮
在金宝有着想玩灯笼的冲动
但没伴儿

心里的思念
但口里的埋怨
还是圆圆的月亮能把我看得见


考着最后一科
当你坐在考场里等待结束的钟声
那种感觉真的非一般能形容
辛苦了一大半
是时候慰劳自己

再过一会
就要和几位老朋友在大都市聚聚
在那儿过着较为自由和神仙般的生活
就像这张张片一样


眼皮开始要关下
临睡前把这首轻松的歌曲送个聆听我心事的你
这个适合正在放假中的你

晚安





Monday, September 6, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十七章



大战前夕

此战非战争也
此战非刀枪也
此战乃学期大考也

现在的我
闲于休息
如古时说
养兵千日用兵一时
颠倒此话就是说
要打一次战
需要用千日的筹备时间
我们要面对考试
才给了一两个礼拜
哪里足够呢
这也放映了古时和现代的分别呀

希望教官们提供的军情
是实报而不是玩弄

末将在此希望
所有的将士们
能够得到天时地利人和的帮助
善用自己的本事和大战的临场反应
得到旗开得胜
越战越勇
破釜沉舟


末将也送上自制名句

胜利不是必然的
胜利最重要的因素是
努力 了解 恒心 完成
当你在胜利的瞬间
你就会明白这一切的艰辛是结果的甜美回忆


Sunday, August 29, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第16章

Generation Family

first of all
i wish to condolence my granpa's bro family
as my granpa second bro just passed away in the few days ago
usually we called him as li pek gong in hokkien
my li pek gong is closed to us all the times when we were young

today i went to his funeral ceremony
there are some misunderstanding happened between our family and his family
my father and my uncle work in Singapore so can't rush back for it
and something unexpectedly happened
and the atmosphere at there is weird
totally weird

it starts to set up the responsibility of older son inside myself
there is some gaps and problems occurs among the two family
definitely some worse problems will arise in the future
there is no right or wrong
but for me
older son or only son in my big big family
i'm fucking sure the future path is not so easy for me
i need to handle some family affairs
that's y i hate manage these stuffs
sometime i think that my family affairs can compare to the scene inside the "ka hou yue yuan"
y the older generation's gap need to solved by us

i must learn not to complain and stop all this from right now
last wish for today post

li pek gong,
wish u can have our blessings in heavan
we are grateful and appreciated with all the moments staying with u
be guided with the angel's path and lead u to another peace

Monday, August 23, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十五章







刚刚才过了农历七月十四
华人传统中最猛的一天
街上人们热闹地烧起祭品和金纸
鬼节里街上显得分外清静与阴沉
可能从小被灌输
鬼节不能出夜街
鬼节不能这个
鬼节不能那个
令我们对鬼节里的鬼鬼们从鬼门关外放
有着一层一层神秘又朦胧的思想
随着年龄的增长
开始夜生活的我
根本开始遗忘童年时害怕的七月
因我抱着
平时不做亏心事
夜半敲门心不惊
我也明白另一个道理
我不烦你
你不烦我

今天我想要强调的并不是
鬼节的故事
而是我在这几天的充电假期里
读阅了一位电台dj的部落格鬼故事
几篇关于诡异的文章
加上一部泰国另类鬼电影
让我有着自己对写侦探小说的启发
鬼故事的开始
都是因为恩怨的因与果
我相信以我的人生经验和创意
一定会写出不一样的玄

我打算在考完这学期的大考后假期
开始我玄的第一步

我对玄的定义是
猜不透
摸索不到尽头的原因
从外表里隐藏着神秘的背后
就好像人对鬼的猜测和了解
每个人和鬼的接触都不一样
姻缘不同
自然地看待鬼的观点与角度自然不一样



Thursday, August 19, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第14章

Down

My World is Grey now
Since i lost my futsal game


I had to apologize to my teammate if i did any mistakes in the games

Sry to AhHoe, Mc, Botak, Jason, Fabregas, Zhilun, and Wei Hong...


The moment we had been disqualified

i would likely to cry
my tears around the corner

Maybe i'm not belong to futsal world



1 more thing to mention

thankyou my fren,ahleng for treating me lok lok in the nite
at least my mood become better
and u still owe me another 47 lok lok ahh...

Gd nite and Sweet dream
muackzz

20/8/09

Saturday, August 14, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十三章



恩之幸福

家里多了个宝宝
无聊之时就在摇篮旁
轻轻地摇着
轻轻地抚拍着宝宝小小的身体
曾听说过抚摸宝宝
会让宝宝和你连起特别的关系

宝宝的名字
由姐姐和姐夫取得
她的名字很有星味
也很有女人味
仿佛是武侠小说里的魅力郡主
乔恩


在哄着宝宝入睡时 看着乔恩的无邪眼神
仿佛地告诉我
当宝宝永远都是最幸福的
那种无忧无虑的日子
奶来开口
累时就睡
不必担心身旁朋友的猜测
不必顾虑生活的喜与悲
不必考虑下一步的下一步
不必在意你喜欢的她是不是喜欢着你

看着恩的睡态
令我有着想让我的生活平定下来的念头
也幻想我的宝宝会是怎样的
我从以前到现在都希望第一个宝宝是女生
像恩一样


真的人如其名
上天的恩赐
一切都注定了
人与人的缘分
像时钟一样
不停地我们的生活里环绕着
一旦错过了
就再也回不来
我们能做的事就是不断珍惜和关心身旁事与物
因这些事与物可能就是我们被注定的缘分