翅膀 -~¹~-第25章

Dream of the dream

after watching "Inception"
i wonder the existence of some concepts
such as the injection of small ridiculous idea can be growth into the reality
and dreams can be created by outsiders

during i was small
i'm alway wish to make my incomplete life to be perfect in my dream
i wish to work out my unaccomplished life's projects in my dream
i wish to make my happily life as fairy tale in my dream
i wish to meet someone or go somewhere i have no chance to go

in my dream
sometimes it works
sometime it fails

i'm sure for everyone
sweet dream always come first to us
but nightmares are unpredictable and come to me with zero signal
and in the end you will be awakening with nothing

dream can be a reality
what happen in the dream can used to be a reflection of your life
reflect how well you are doing
reflect how bad you treat your surrounding
reflect how your life is facing in the past
reflect the internal side of yourself

forget the guilty past
make meaningful contribution currently
step to the greater future

Feel your dream and Work your dream

Sweet Dream

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十四章

停

不是部落格的停
不是生活的停
不是努力的停

而是看到朋友伤心地停了
失去的停了
父爱鼓励地停了

人生无常
心跳随时都会停
对爱你的人
对你爱的人
真的要真心相对
不然当你停了
机会不再是你的
诚实不再给予你了
真心诚语也会默默地埋在泥土里

无时无刻
你都会停掉
所以趁着现在
做人要珍惜
做人要感恩
停下你的脚步
看看你身边的朋友 家人 爱人
关怀他们
对陌生的人笑一笑
可能当你停下的那瞬间
某某陌生人会怀念你曾经的笑


我停下了一切
希望现在远远的她是微笑的
因为她的微笑永远都会停止我对其他人的心动

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十三章

在不久之前
我停下了脚步
经历了伤悲
学习了看透
心里仍然有着寻找新的伴侣的冲动
但还是那句
顺其自然吧

这几个礼拜
我看到朋友的悲哀 无奈 失望 挣扎
爱情真的让人无法自拔
应该是说
单方面的付出是夺取另一个欢笑的爱情
双方面的付出才是保持长长久久 至爱不渝 的爱情
但是又有多少人是真正的做得到

有人是为了得到男性或女性的呵护 爱戴
有人是为了填埋空虚的寂寞
有人是为了恋爱而恋爱
有人是看着身边的友人双双对对而随随便便找一个不是很爱的她或他
有的呢就随着所谓的一见钟情而麻木的追求爱情

我承认我那种一见钟情的
但日后的双方了解才是决定爱情幼苗的种子
她不爱我 我也会默默离开

让我好奇的是
已经开始交往的朋友
既然因为个人对那份感情很累而冷落对方
既然你们是不相爱的为何当初要牵起他的手
暧昧时你不是都很甜蜜吗
一切都是假的 还是一场梦

看着憔悴的朋友
我只能把桌上的酒一瓶一瓶地干了
我看到以前影子
无奈和心里的伤心都可以从对话里听见
我同情他 默默地守候 有着信任连接的爱情
我感叹 不是每份爱情都是你付出就会得到

所以我强调 但你不爱一个人 或你没有真正喜欢一个人
不要勉强在一起 说你不爱他
终必到最后你们无理分手来得好
这样你对他或她的伤害少了很多很多
因为你肯定会减低他对你的思念和牵挂

有句话我很赞同
“要爱一个人是很容易的事
但要忘记一个人就真的难如登天”

ahwing名句
用你心里的直觉来告诉你
谁才是你想要一生一世陪伴你的人 但他或她不再爱你时
放手吧 因为在你身旁那个已经在你人生的路途中下车了

翅膀 -~¹~-第22章

just went through 1st week of short sem
in the past
i'm acceptable with short sem subjects
but this one gotta be the toughest for me
i am taking japanese after dropping tamil
the decision of dropping due to i have to take it alone
plus with tamil seem to be cheap language and lots of nei in every single word

japanese is totally out of my expectation
1st week we had learned 92 single alphabet of japan writing
it was hard and took times to memorize all of them
we are just like kindergarten kids
week 2 there will be a test just like our spelling or ejaan in our primary school time
hope the japanese god can help me to become one of their members as fast as possible

this sem i have to learn to be independence
to be strong
i must work harder and Gambateh to overcome my loneliness for my universite life

the road in Uni is uncertain and full of thorns
i would like to find a partner of journey
the sincerely one
the trusted one
the committed one
the truthful one
the caring one
who always hold my heart and ambition tightly until the end of the road

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十一章

十八般武艺

当成绩放榜时
身边的朋友
有的悲
有的喜

夜深人静时
我看到了某某人的部落格
部落格里有的是无助和失望
从她的字体里
我感受到她的绝望
从她的沉默里
我理解到她需要决定

相信很多人也面对同样的事
所以
我想把这十八般武艺的想法送个需要鼓励和安慰的她或他

从小
每个父母都是希望
望子成龙
像 Dragon Dance 高高在上
成为人中之龙

但对于失败的小孩
有谁能了解
莫与他或她最清楚
要让小孩爱上自己的兴趣
把兴趣变成未来方向的发展
又有多少人办得到
这就像大学 中学选读心上好的科系
它难如伯牙绝弦 知音难寻

一次的失败并不会永远都令你永远站不起来
失败的你只是面对成长的青春期
挨过了
就会蝉变成会眨眼的蝴蝶
最美 最成熟 最耀眼夺人的 蝴蝶

在这失败的过程了
可能你累了
可能你不想走了
可能你需要人陪
但别忽略你身旁关系你的人
你的家人 自己人 你的朋友
在远方祝福你的人
支持你的人永远都不会把放在杜 U Love Me嘴边
心里充满爱的鼓励


未来要发生的就像幻想一样
谁也不能100%肯定到底什么事会发生
将来的路填埋了惊喜与无预告的一切
都是你不知道的事

我们无须把成功看得太重
小学常言 失败是成功之母
不是吗
做人要简简单单
像 柴米油盐酱醋茶
并不是有十八般武艺就会成功

当你面对问题时
不要气馁 不要放弃
要勇于克服 寻找双赢的答案
你懂得珍惜你拥有的一切
相信自己的能力
然而
胜利和笑容并不是在天涯海角
而是已经在你左右
衷诚的祝福永远眷顾着你

翅膀 -~¹~-第20章

1.54am

now
i'm thinking of someone
how r u?
do i mean nothing to u?
i miss ur grin right now
i wish i can c u now
i wish i can talk with u right now
yesterday night u was there
My sweet dream

You are special
You are outstanding
You are understandable

It's all my words for u tonite
Good Night
Sweet Dream

Muackz

翅膀 -~¹~-第19章

Blog Reactivation

i'm using the soft greeny words to express myself
it's because of having holiday mood now
and i wish that everyone enjoy their holiday well and packed with unlimited activities

Just finished my tiring week in Kl
rushed to it after final my last paper
5days 4 nights
watched 2 movies
The Legend of Chen Zhen
&
Wall Street-Money Never Sleep

Wall Street-Money Never Sleep
is a dramatic plot which is focused on the financial crisis
and mainly suitable to banking student
due to it's a banking industry background movie
it is boring to my fren after watching it

One more thing to mention is
Sunway Lagoon
my singapore fren-Ng Chuanyi n Fai
quite excited for it on before and during the moments heading to there
For me
i have no idea about it
zzzz


The thing i want to highlight
i'm born to be a photographer
^.^
i used CY's DSLR to take this pic in
Look Out Point

Look Out Point
my 1st impression
is i like this place so much

at here
i can view the whole scenery of KL
the feeling is just like a big picture or portrait in front of your eye
it's real and amazing during the moment u are standing there
At this moment
there are not other matters or problems in your mind
only of happiness and future expectation inside there

The portrait can be described well for everyone
Our future are near and pretty
Yet it's untouchable and unrealistic
The only thing you can do now to stop the minutes
are enjoy it and capture it with warmest heart