Sunday, August 29, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第16章

Generation Family

first of all
i wish to condolence my granpa's bro family
as my granpa second bro just passed away in the few days ago
usually we called him as li pek gong in hokkien
my li pek gong is closed to us all the times when we were young

today i went to his funeral ceremony
there are some misunderstanding happened between our family and his family
my father and my uncle work in Singapore so can't rush back for it
and something unexpectedly happened
and the atmosphere at there is weird
totally weird

it starts to set up the responsibility of older son inside myself
there is some gaps and problems occurs among the two family
definitely some worse problems will arise in the future
there is no right or wrong
but for me
older son or only son in my big big family
i'm fucking sure the future path is not so easy for me
i need to handle some family affairs
that's y i hate manage these stuffs
sometime i think that my family affairs can compare to the scene inside the "ka hou yue yuan"
y the older generation's gap need to solved by us

i must learn not to complain and stop all this from right now
last wish for today post

li pek gong,
wish u can have our blessings in heavan
we are grateful and appreciated with all the moments staying with u
be guided with the angel's path and lead u to another peace

Monday, August 23, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十五章







刚刚才过了农历七月十四
华人传统中最猛的一天
街上人们热闹地烧起祭品和金纸
鬼节里街上显得分外清静与阴沉
可能从小被灌输
鬼节不能出夜街
鬼节不能这个
鬼节不能那个
令我们对鬼节里的鬼鬼们从鬼门关外放
有着一层一层神秘又朦胧的思想
随着年龄的增长
开始夜生活的我
根本开始遗忘童年时害怕的七月
因我抱着
平时不做亏心事
夜半敲门心不惊
我也明白另一个道理
我不烦你
你不烦我

今天我想要强调的并不是
鬼节的故事
而是我在这几天的充电假期里
读阅了一位电台dj的部落格鬼故事
几篇关于诡异的文章
加上一部泰国另类鬼电影
让我有着自己对写侦探小说的启发
鬼故事的开始
都是因为恩怨的因与果
我相信以我的人生经验和创意
一定会写出不一样的玄

我打算在考完这学期的大考后假期
开始我玄的第一步

我对玄的定义是
猜不透
摸索不到尽头的原因
从外表里隐藏着神秘的背后
就好像人对鬼的猜测和了解
每个人和鬼的接触都不一样
姻缘不同
自然地看待鬼的观点与角度自然不一样



Thursday, August 19, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第14章

Down

My World is Grey now
Since i lost my futsal game


I had to apologize to my teammate if i did any mistakes in the games

Sry to AhHoe, Mc, Botak, Jason, Fabregas, Zhilun, and Wei Hong...


The moment we had been disqualified

i would likely to cry
my tears around the corner

Maybe i'm not belong to futsal world



1 more thing to mention

thankyou my fren,ahleng for treating me lok lok in the nite
at least my mood become better
and u still owe me another 47 lok lok ahh...

Gd nite and Sweet dream
muackzz

20/8/09

Saturday, August 14, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十三章



恩之幸福

家里多了个宝宝
无聊之时就在摇篮旁
轻轻地摇着
轻轻地抚拍着宝宝小小的身体
曾听说过抚摸宝宝
会让宝宝和你连起特别的关系

宝宝的名字
由姐姐和姐夫取得
她的名字很有星味
也很有女人味
仿佛是武侠小说里的魅力郡主
乔恩


在哄着宝宝入睡时 看着乔恩的无邪眼神
仿佛地告诉我
当宝宝永远都是最幸福的
那种无忧无虑的日子
奶来开口
累时就睡
不必担心身旁朋友的猜测
不必顾虑生活的喜与悲
不必考虑下一步的下一步
不必在意你喜欢的她是不是喜欢着你

看着恩的睡态
令我有着想让我的生活平定下来的念头
也幻想我的宝宝会是怎样的
我从以前到现在都希望第一个宝宝是女生
像恩一样


真的人如其名
上天的恩赐
一切都注定了
人与人的缘分
像时钟一样
不停地我们的生活里环绕着
一旦错过了
就再也回不来
我们能做的事就是不断珍惜和关心身旁事与物
因这些事与物可能就是我们被注定的缘分

Sunday, August 8, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第12章

End of Week10

As usual
i'm laying in my bed to write out my feelings

As usual
i'm using my color
purple

Finally i had finished my week10 of UTAR

week10
i'm fulled with stupid assigments
i'm stunned with last mid term
i'm worried with lots of uncertainties
i'm sicked with my seriously homesick since i miss my family all the days
i'm seriously missing something had lost from my life

Stupid assigments of MBM and BE
scary
rushing
pushing me to the end of wall
even ate my hours of sleep time
however
i did it on time and considered complete all

i finished my midterm
1st time i'm using message to send answers to my fren

p/s
it's consider cheating
so don't try this if u r not expert

Another thing to mention
i went birthday celebration for my Sabah fren which is similiar to Bosco Wong Zhong Zak
the celebration held by his leng lui gf
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BOSCO
i was going to Ipoh with another couple which is also orang Sabah
had funny conversations and better understanding of these 2 couple in the car
i think our relationship have been improved


in the Ipoh nigh club
the same feeling crossed to my mind as so many year
y ppl go ipoh clubbing are likely to order buckets of beer
but no wine geh

the birthday celebration was great and amazing
i had my 1st try of naked upper body in the club
and i had forced to be dancing in the counter table without shirt
WTF
cant imagine after the flashback

I wish to end my night by
telling someone in my heart

Once the contract of friend had been signed by us
The lifetime of contract will longer until infinite
and there is not depreciation value can be implemented in the agreement of contract