Friday, December 31, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第27章

NEW YEAR 2011

it's time to clean up the dusts or spider web in my blog

New Year n New Hope


i'm using RED color as Chinese always like to say

"Ang Ang Beh Hai Lang"

which means red red wont hurt people

New Year
Everyone is getting new wishes and learning from history

Here some wishes of mine as i'm quite greedy

1. My family members all "ping ping an an"
2. Excellent academic results
3. Get some sport achievements during Uni life
4. Get a loved one
5. Wealth n Health
6. Appreciate the joyful moments with peers, friends and special ones
7. Chelsea is crowded with UEFA Champion n EPL
8. My blessing one can get better life
9. People around me can live happily as fairy tale
10. Last but no least, i can get extra wishes when i am needed them



HOHOHOHOHOHO




Happy New Year~
2011
Good Bye
2010


Sunday, December 5, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十六章







圣诞月

短暂的学期过去了
告别了糟糕的学业加上朦胧的生活
来临的是缺乏信心的大考
我依然会全力以赴
因为我要像努力的她看齐

上个月
可以说是最霉的蓝色十一月
有的是独孤作战的上课
有的是超低的分数
有的是咬着舌头 语无论次 的presentation
没有的是朋友的鼓励
没有的是足够的睡眠
没有的是关怀的爱人

感到欣慰的是
常伴的哥儿们
金宝的还是家乡的
和你们的日子是没有烦恼的
只有欢笑和戏弄
日子也比较好过

圣诞节落在考试之后
今年的圣诞节
心里有着无数的计划
心里依旧盼望今年能在都市里
喧闹的大街 无数的人潮
街上疯狂的大叫
而我就静静地在酒吧里
和朋友谈天 喝酒 看着英超豪门的龙争虎斗
往年的都市圣诞夜仍在脑海里历历在目
圣诞时刻
商场里的气氛
雪白的布景
充满叮咚 装饰的圣诞树
jingle bell 随街可听的见

无意间提起圣诞树
想起去年的礼物
你还保留着吗
还是被遗忘的回忆沉埋了



最美好的圣诞节
是在于和你度过寒冷时分的朋友
用最真 最关心的态度来珍惜相处的雪季




Saturday, November 27, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第25章



Dream of the dream

after watching "Inception"
i wonder the existence of some concepts
such as the injection of small ridiculous idea can be growth into the reality
and dreams can be created by outsiders

during i was small
i'm alway wish to make my incomplete life to be perfect in my dream
i wish to work out my unaccomplished life's projects in my dream
i wish to make my happily life as fairy tale in my dream
i wish to meet someone or go somewhere i have no chance to go

in my dream
sometimes it works
sometime it fails

i'm sure for everyone
sweet dream always come first to us
but nightmares are unpredictable and come to me with zero signal
and in the end you will be awakening with nothing

dream can be a reality
what happen in the dream can used to be a reflection of your life
reflect how well you are doing
reflect how bad you treat your surrounding
reflect how your life is facing in the past
reflect the internal side of yourself

forget the guilty past
make meaningful contribution currently
step to the greater future

Feel your dream and Work your dream

Sweet Dream




Sunday, November 21, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十四章





不是部落格的停
不是生活的停
不是努力的停

而是看到朋友伤心地停了
失去的停了
父爱鼓励地停了

人生无常
心跳随时都会停
对爱你的人
对你爱的人
真的要真心相对
不然当你停了
机会不再是你的
诚实不再给予你了
真心诚语也会默默地埋在泥土里

无时无刻
你都会停掉
所以趁着现在
做人要珍惜
做人要感恩
停下你的脚步
看看你身边的朋友 家人 爱人
关怀他们
对陌生的人笑一笑
可能当你停下的那瞬间
某某陌生人会怀念你曾经的笑


我停下了一切
希望现在远远的她是微笑的
因为她的微笑永远都会停止我对其他人的心动


Sunday, November 7, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十三章


在不久之前
我停下了脚步
经历了伤悲
学习了看透
心里仍然有着寻找新的伴侣的冲动
但还是那句
顺其自然吧

这几个礼拜
我看到朋友的悲哀 无奈 失望 挣扎
爱情真的让人无法自拔
应该是说
单方面的付出是夺取另一个欢笑的爱情
双方面的付出才是保持长长久久 至爱不渝 的爱情
但是又有多少人是真正的做得到

有人是为了得到男性或女性的呵护 爱戴
有人是为了填埋空虚的寂寞
有人是为了恋爱而恋爱
有人是看着身边的友人双双对对而随随便便找一个不是很爱的她或他
有的呢就随着所谓的一见钟情而麻木的追求爱情

我承认我那种一见钟情的
但日后的双方了解才是决定爱情幼苗的种子
她不爱我 我也会默默离开

让我好奇的是
已经开始交往的朋友
既然因为个人对那份感情很累而冷落对方
既然你们是不相爱的为何当初要牵起他的手
暧昧时你不是都很甜蜜吗
一切都是假的 还是一场梦

看着憔悴的朋友
我只能把桌上的酒一瓶一瓶地干了
我看到以前影子
无奈和心里的伤心都可以从对话里听见
我同情他 默默地守候 有着信任连接的爱情
我感叹 不是每份爱情都是你付出就会得到

所以我强调 但你不爱一个人 或你没有真正喜欢一个人
不要勉强在一起 说你不爱他
终必到最后你们无理分手来得好
这样你对他或她的伤害少了很多很多
因为你肯定会减低他对你的思念和牵挂

有句话我很赞同
“要爱一个人是很容易的事
但要忘记一个人就真的难如登天”

ahwing名句
用你心里的直觉来告诉你
谁才是你想要一生一世陪伴你的人
但他或她不再爱你时
放手吧
因为在你身旁那个已经在你人生的路途中下车了

Sunday, October 24, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第22章







just went through 1st week of short sem
in the past
i'm acceptable with short sem subjects
but this one gotta be the toughest for me
i am taking japanese after dropping tamil
the decision of dropping due to i have to take it alone
plus with tamil seem to be cheap language and lots of nei in every single word

japanese is totally out of my expectation
1st week we had learned 92 single alphabet of japan writing
it was hard and took times to memorize all of them
we are just like kindergarten kids
week 2 there will be a test just like our spelling or ejaan in our primary school time
hope the japanese god can help me to become one of their members as fast as possible

this sem i have to learn to be independence
to be strong
i must work harder and Gambateh to overcome my loneliness for my universite life

the road in Uni is uncertain and full of thorns
i would like to find a partner of journey
the sincerely one
the trusted one
the committed one
the truthful one
the caring one
who always hold my heart and ambition tightly until the end of the road




Friday, October 15, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第二十一章



十八般武艺

当成绩放榜时
身边的朋友
有的悲
有的喜

夜深人静时
我看到了某某人的部落格
部落格里有的是无助和失望
从她的字体里
我感受到她的绝望
从她的沉默里
我理解到她需要决定

相信很多人也面对同样的事
所以
我想把这十八般武艺的想法送个需要鼓励和安慰的她或他

从小
每个父母都是希望
望子成龙
Dragon Dance 高高在上
成为人中之龙

但对于失败的小孩
有谁能了解
莫与他或她最清楚
要让小孩爱上自己的兴趣
把兴趣变成未来方向的发展
又有多少人办得到
这就像大学 中学选读心上好的科系
它难如伯牙绝 知音难寻

一次的失败并不会永远都令你永远站不起来
失败的你只是面对成长的青春期
挨过了
就会蝉变成会眨眼的蝴蝶
最成熟 最耀眼夺人的 蝴蝶

在这失败的过程了
可能你累了
可能你不想走了
可能你需要人陪
但别忽略你身旁关系你的人
你的家人 自己人 你的朋友
在远方祝福你的人
支持你的人永远都不会把放在杜 U Love Me嘴边
心里充满爱的鼓励


未来要发生的就像幻想一样
谁也不能100%肯定到底什么事会发生
将来的路填埋了惊喜与无预告的一切
都是你不知道的事

我们无须把成功看得太重
小学常言 失败是成功之母
不是吗
做人要简简单单
柴米油盐酱醋茶
并不是有十八般武艺就会成功

当你面对问题时
不要气馁 不要放弃
要勇于克服 寻找双赢的答案
你懂得珍惜你拥有的一切
相信自己的能力
然而
胜利和笑容并不是在天涯海角
而是已经在你左右
衷诚的祝福永远眷顾着你


Friday, October 8, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第20章

1.54am

now
i'm thinking of someone
how r u?
do i mean nothing to u?
i miss ur grin right now
i wish i can c u now
i wish i can talk with u right now
yesterday night u was there
My sweet dream

You are special
You are outstanding
You are understandable

It's all my words for u tonite
Good Night
Sweet Dream

Muackz

Monday, October 4, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第19章



Blog Reactivation

i'm using the soft greeny words to express myself
it's because of having holiday mood now
and i wish that everyone enjoy their holiday well and packed with unlimited activities

Just finished my tiring week in Kl
rushed to it after final my last paper
5days 4 nights
watched 2 movies
The Legend of Chen Zhen
&
Wall Street-Money Never Sleep

Wall Street-Money Never Sleep
is a dramatic plot which is focused on the financial crisis
and mainly suitable to banking student
due to it's a banking industry background movie
it is boring to my fren after watching it

One more thing to mention is
Sunway Lagoon
my singapore fren-Ng Chuanyi n Fai
quite excited for it on before and during the moments heading to there
For me
i have no idea about it
zzzz


The thing i want to highlight
i'm born to be a photographer
^.^
i used CY's DSLR to take this pic in
Look Out Point


Look Out Point
my 1st impression
is i like this place so much

at here
i can view the whole scenery of KL
the feeling is just like a big picture or portrait in front of your eye
it's real and amazing during the moment u are standing there
At this moment
there are not other matters or problems in your mind
only of happiness and future expectation inside there

The portrait can be described well for everyone
Our future are near and pretty
Yet it's untouchable and unrealistic
The only thing you can do now to stop the minutes
are enjoy it and capture it with warmest heart



Monday, September 27, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十八章



无题之谈

我把这部落格放空了一段日子
忙的是考试
忙的是学生懊恼的问题

为了这最后的考试
我今年的中秋
孤单
孤苦
冷清
没了以往爱吃的纯豆容小饼皮
在金宝有着想玩灯笼的冲动
但没伴儿

心里的思念
但口里的埋怨
还是圆圆的月亮能把我看得见


考着最后一科
当你坐在考场里等待结束的钟声
那种感觉真的非一般能形容
辛苦了一大半
是时候慰劳自己

再过一会
就要和几位老朋友在大都市聚聚
在那儿过着较为自由和神仙般的生活
就像这张张片一样


眼皮开始要关下
临睡前把这首轻松的歌曲送个聆听我心事的你
这个适合正在放假中的你

晚安





Monday, September 6, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十七章



大战前夕

此战非战争也
此战非刀枪也
此战乃学期大考也

现在的我
闲于休息
如古时说
养兵千日用兵一时
颠倒此话就是说
要打一次战
需要用千日的筹备时间
我们要面对考试
才给了一两个礼拜
哪里足够呢
这也放映了古时和现代的分别呀

希望教官们提供的军情
是实报而不是玩弄

末将在此希望
所有的将士们
能够得到天时地利人和的帮助
善用自己的本事和大战的临场反应
得到旗开得胜
越战越勇
破釜沉舟


末将也送上自制名句

胜利不是必然的
胜利最重要的因素是
努力 了解 恒心 完成
当你在胜利的瞬间
你就会明白这一切的艰辛是结果的甜美回忆


Sunday, August 29, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第16章

Generation Family

first of all
i wish to condolence my granpa's bro family
as my granpa second bro just passed away in the few days ago
usually we called him as li pek gong in hokkien
my li pek gong is closed to us all the times when we were young

today i went to his funeral ceremony
there are some misunderstanding happened between our family and his family
my father and my uncle work in Singapore so can't rush back for it
and something unexpectedly happened
and the atmosphere at there is weird
totally weird

it starts to set up the responsibility of older son inside myself
there is some gaps and problems occurs among the two family
definitely some worse problems will arise in the future
there is no right or wrong
but for me
older son or only son in my big big family
i'm fucking sure the future path is not so easy for me
i need to handle some family affairs
that's y i hate manage these stuffs
sometime i think that my family affairs can compare to the scene inside the "ka hou yue yuan"
y the older generation's gap need to solved by us

i must learn not to complain and stop all this from right now
last wish for today post

li pek gong,
wish u can have our blessings in heavan
we are grateful and appreciated with all the moments staying with u
be guided with the angel's path and lead u to another peace

Monday, August 23, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十五章







刚刚才过了农历七月十四
华人传统中最猛的一天
街上人们热闹地烧起祭品和金纸
鬼节里街上显得分外清静与阴沉
可能从小被灌输
鬼节不能出夜街
鬼节不能这个
鬼节不能那个
令我们对鬼节里的鬼鬼们从鬼门关外放
有着一层一层神秘又朦胧的思想
随着年龄的增长
开始夜生活的我
根本开始遗忘童年时害怕的七月
因我抱着
平时不做亏心事
夜半敲门心不惊
我也明白另一个道理
我不烦你
你不烦我

今天我想要强调的并不是
鬼节的故事
而是我在这几天的充电假期里
读阅了一位电台dj的部落格鬼故事
几篇关于诡异的文章
加上一部泰国另类鬼电影
让我有着自己对写侦探小说的启发
鬼故事的开始
都是因为恩怨的因与果
我相信以我的人生经验和创意
一定会写出不一样的玄

我打算在考完这学期的大考后假期
开始我玄的第一步

我对玄的定义是
猜不透
摸索不到尽头的原因
从外表里隐藏着神秘的背后
就好像人对鬼的猜测和了解
每个人和鬼的接触都不一样
姻缘不同
自然地看待鬼的观点与角度自然不一样



Thursday, August 19, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第14章

Down

My World is Grey now
Since i lost my futsal game


I had to apologize to my teammate if i did any mistakes in the games

Sry to AhHoe, Mc, Botak, Jason, Fabregas, Zhilun, and Wei Hong...


The moment we had been disqualified

i would likely to cry
my tears around the corner

Maybe i'm not belong to futsal world



1 more thing to mention

thankyou my fren,ahleng for treating me lok lok in the nite
at least my mood become better
and u still owe me another 47 lok lok ahh...

Gd nite and Sweet dream
muackzz

20/8/09

Saturday, August 14, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十三章



恩之幸福

家里多了个宝宝
无聊之时就在摇篮旁
轻轻地摇着
轻轻地抚拍着宝宝小小的身体
曾听说过抚摸宝宝
会让宝宝和你连起特别的关系

宝宝的名字
由姐姐和姐夫取得
她的名字很有星味
也很有女人味
仿佛是武侠小说里的魅力郡主
乔恩


在哄着宝宝入睡时 看着乔恩的无邪眼神
仿佛地告诉我
当宝宝永远都是最幸福的
那种无忧无虑的日子
奶来开口
累时就睡
不必担心身旁朋友的猜测
不必顾虑生活的喜与悲
不必考虑下一步的下一步
不必在意你喜欢的她是不是喜欢着你

看着恩的睡态
令我有着想让我的生活平定下来的念头
也幻想我的宝宝会是怎样的
我从以前到现在都希望第一个宝宝是女生
像恩一样


真的人如其名
上天的恩赐
一切都注定了
人与人的缘分
像时钟一样
不停地我们的生活里环绕着
一旦错过了
就再也回不来
我们能做的事就是不断珍惜和关心身旁事与物
因这些事与物可能就是我们被注定的缘分

Sunday, August 8, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第12章

End of Week10

As usual
i'm laying in my bed to write out my feelings

As usual
i'm using my color
purple

Finally i had finished my week10 of UTAR

week10
i'm fulled with stupid assigments
i'm stunned with last mid term
i'm worried with lots of uncertainties
i'm sicked with my seriously homesick since i miss my family all the days
i'm seriously missing something had lost from my life

Stupid assigments of MBM and BE
scary
rushing
pushing me to the end of wall
even ate my hours of sleep time
however
i did it on time and considered complete all

i finished my midterm
1st time i'm using message to send answers to my fren

p/s
it's consider cheating
so don't try this if u r not expert

Another thing to mention
i went birthday celebration for my Sabah fren which is similiar to Bosco Wong Zhong Zak
the celebration held by his leng lui gf
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BOSCO
i was going to Ipoh with another couple which is also orang Sabah
had funny conversations and better understanding of these 2 couple in the car
i think our relationship have been improved


in the Ipoh nigh club
the same feeling crossed to my mind as so many year
y ppl go ipoh clubbing are likely to order buckets of beer
but no wine geh

the birthday celebration was great and amazing
i had my 1st try of naked upper body in the club
and i had forced to be dancing in the counter table without shirt
WTF
cant imagine after the flashback

I wish to end my night by
telling someone in my heart

Once the contract of friend had been signed by us
The lifetime of contract will longer until infinite
and there is not depreciation value can be implemented in the agreement of contract




Sunday, July 25, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十一章





海的意思是没有尽头

长久没再此逗留的原因是
麻烦的课业让我累了
海般的学业让我没有休息的机会

我的烦恼没人能分享
是我不放心你们还是你们放心我会为你们操心
海般的累赘从没放下过
应该让我放手吗
还是维持我以为是最好的方法

这星期回到家最安慰的是
我第一个小侄女诞生了
希望健健康康
能向海般的
抵过风风浪浪
快高长大
像在海里的像珍珠一样
魅力颖靓


上礼拜
我遇见到她
我的心里噗通噗通的跳
我也无视的从她身旁走过
希望她是我海里的一条鱼


还有想要祝福去远方的她
望她一帆风顺
还有我会在海峡的另一旁
把我的信讯
随着海里的水流寄送给你

为下礼拜考试奋斗
这考试
像海一样
深不可测
无情夺命

平静的海
永远都是最让人心旷神异的风景
波澜的海
却有着令人无法想象的悲剧结果

Friday, July 9, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第十章







不知不觉
在无意里
我发觉才过了七月七日
这七七让我回想起时间是短暂的
这样又过了两年了
两年前的七七大日正是
七月七日零七年

当时的画面
还深深的残留在我脑海里

当时的你是在跳着燕姿之舞
小生怕怕的我手握着
七朵蓝玫瑰和小礼物
送给脸蛋圆圆的你


慢慢的
时间改变了我们的距离
懦弱的我还是失败了
但我能说的是
我对你的好感永远都不会改变的
我会祝福你的未来和前途

现在的我
比起两年前
变得更强壮了
更勇敢了
更加有自己的打算了
谢谢你的影响和
感染我的熬夜努力

但还是一样的是
爱情的路里
我还是失败的那一个
但我知道爱情不是万能
还有学业和前途也很重要

在这两年
可能我错过了一些人
可能我爱错了
可能爱了但却不知道

埋怨只会让我原地不动
恐惧成为我单身的原因
害怕辜负你是我的顾虑

那何时我才会到达下一站
那何时我才会牵起真爱的小手


Saturday, July 3, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第九章



Wa Jin Shui Ah

这礼拜有家没得归
jin shui ah
wa ai dui chu ah!!!
考试啊考试

阿根廷又输了
看来没有再看世界杯的动力了
jin shui ah
messi bo tang tart liao...zhen a bo liao la...


一个字
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

我的心淡了
我的天空是灰色的
为什么我奢望简单的快乐都不会属于我的

忘了吧
加油吧

wa goh shi ai dui chu

Sunday, June 27, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第8章





Last Step Of England

28-June-2010
Germany vs England
in South Africa World Cup 2010

I had been supporting England since 2002 in Japan-South Korea
Today England out of the tournament again
The final result is 4-1


In this match
There are many arguments and misjudgments to make this happens
A lots of friends disappointed and sad for it
Same here
In the match
we can see that DAVID BECKHAM was upset and hopeless when England had crushed

What have to say right now is
Good Bye England and Good Luck for World Cup 2014
and
I love u,England...

p/s
Good bye Beckham


My last supporting team
ARGENTINA
Go Go Go

tonite


Friday, June 25, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第7章







Story of Love

Recently
I start to feel the love
The love is not belong to me
but people who are surrounding me
The atmosphere of love is there
However,when I will get along with it
I'm wondering always about this question

Today
One of my friends had post this in her fb
I Miss U


Suddenly
the 3 words crossed ahead my mind
and i feel that the 3 words is an stranger for me
The stranger had left me alone for few months
The words have an unpredictably distance to me now
Due to the loving atmosphere
i just wanna to close with this stranger and make friend with her



In addition

I am falling in love with the HongKong drama
The Mysterious of Love
談情說案

To be honest
The moment of break up between lam fung and yong yee
I had some tears in my eye around
My feeling had told me that
Love is hard but only God can decides when the two do not hold tightly to another

I think the main point now is
I need some love

Any introduction?^^

This quote had been found in somewhere else
and I think this is suitable to me



Good nitez and Sweet Dream

Muackzz

Friday, June 18, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第六章



现在的我觉得最适合我的歌曲是
回家感觉真好

趴在我的床上
对着电脑的荧幕
向网上的陌生人
述说我的回家心路历程

星期五的到来
真的会让我振兴一下咯

今天一到家
就问妈咪
还有粽子吗
还有最后一个

侥幸的我
还捡到唯一的幸运



今年我只吃到一个家乡粽子
这家乡粽子与众不同
它的特别之处是
它由我的婆婆做的
我也随着它的味道
慢慢的长大了
它的味道二十年都没变到
只能称赞我婆婆的手艺
不能想象我阿咪以后还能不能做出这味道

回到家
最好的永远都是食物
天天都有我喜欢的食物

大家也不要只记得
端午节
而忘记了
父亲节

我们都是爸爸的
最特别和优良精子
感恩吧

俊荣再此向在狮城的爸爸说
父亲节快乐

希望大家要
珍惜在家的乐与喜
把悲与愁留在金宝的西湖
爱你的家
因为家永远都是最好的避风港



Friday, June 11, 2010

翅膀 -~¹~-第五章









现在是六月十二日
但我想要表达的是
六月十一日的心情

才睡了几小时
就在凌晨八点
起身踢球
感觉回到几年前的读书生涯
年少好胜的时候
可能是有了新鞋的动力
让我更爱在球场上奔跑

之后的几个小时
又被周公找去下棋
冲冲忙忙的去上课
去了上午无聊的课
直到下午才结束
又冲冲忙忙得赶着回家
真希望星期五的课
可以换到别的时间
还有十二个星期五
sigh

回到家
真是要谢谢妈妈靓汤
又冲冲忙忙被朋友叫去看球

六月十一日
2010世界杯开幕赛
期待已久的盛典终于开始了

南非主办国对垒墨西哥
结果一比一言和

这一届
我支持的是
英格兰



和阿根廷


p/s
这是我精美阿根廷环保包包

希望这一届的世界杯可以属于
英格兰或者阿根廷的

无论如何
赢或输
你们都是我心目中的冠军

希望
爱球的你
不爱球的你
也和大众一起欢呼和
享受着热腾腾的夏日世界杯

so waving your flag

so waving your flag

so waving your flag

Saturday, June 5, 2010

翅膀-~¹~-第四章

无聊无聊又一个礼拜了
开学的第一个礼拜
我上了一些课
穿了新球鞋

上了一些课
但没有交到新同学
孤单的感觉还在
当初的承诺也慢慢的被遗忘
值得一提的是和惠镪第一次同班
和同学小姐一起上课

新球鞋的存在
也把自己的表现进步了些
但第一次的球赛却输了
只能安慰自己的说
成功不是必然的
是需要时间的磨练
毕竟足球是我的最爱

只有回到家
才有部落客的灵魂附生

五月六日
我今天也祝贺在狮城的爸爸生日快乐

今晚夜归
却让我看到漫天星雨
宁静的夜晚
看着无数的星星
让我想起我
糟糕的友情关系
无言的唱着单身情歌
失落的学业
和像是徘徊在孤岛的交际圈子

叹气的我
想在完美的结尾
提首自制的诗词

星普夜间朝我笑
与月叹起情已飘

君盼友爱昔长聊

融混新群寻淑窍

想与真实常比较

你我相识算奇妙



Friday, May 28, 2010

翅膀-~¹~-第三章

今天的我
遇到了低潮
遇到了失败
这种感觉不是已经在一两年前就从我的生命里摆脱了我嘛

低潮是因为成绩的战败
可能我努力的比不上别人
可能我并没真正努力过
可能我并不可像以前一样
可能我不应该得到我所奋斗的

失败是因为我做不到我要的 辜负爸爸妈妈
可能我太自大了
可能我开始给自己放松的原因
可能我习惯懒惰了
可能我失去一个可以鼓励我和作为我精神支柱的她
可能临考时一场大病夺走我的体力

我不应该埋怨
像慕橙所所得
“跌倒了 不要埋怨上天 应该站起了 继续奋斗”
我真的想为你奋斗
我还输得不甘心
但我真的累了

Thursday, May 27, 2010

翅膀-~¹~-第2章

ahwing gonna blog for the second times
try to use english
although my english standard ma ma dei
yao kuai mok kuai
my langkawi trip had been canceled due to absent of frens to cause the trip budget became costly $$$
so just simply went to tambun and ipoh movie

chuanyi alwys mentioned about the tambun mini zoo
so i had to try how the mini zoo
and also wanna enjoy "fake island life" since my langkawi's plan was crashed.

i went the trip with ahtong fai and boonway
we played plus lanku a lots all the way
from morning dimsum at fu shan dimsum
until the end of movie

i enjoyed the trip because
play water is the best against the hot weather
1st time so closed to animal because from small until now,i scare animal attack

here the some photos




ahfai and his bird named Giant-tat bird really giant than other birds




7birds in my hand




Friday, May 21, 2010

翅膀-~¹~-第一章

“第一章

这是ahwing从新出发
再次让自己的心情赤裸裸的放在网上

现在的我处于假期状态
假期不就是吃吃家里的
假期不就是看看以前没时间的戏剧
放假不就是得空的时间多过繁忙的时间
放假不就是不用用脑思考那么多东西
放假不就是等朋友相约去走走玩玩
p/s 可能wing会去langkawi享受岛屿浪迹天涯

但现在的我和考试时没有分别
因为我已经有一个礼拜四五点才可以入眠
ahwing又失眠
但不同的是现在的我可以睡12个钟
睡12个钟一向是我必定的习惯
只是在读书时把12个钟缩到
10个钟
8个钟
另一个不同的是失眠后睡眠都会有
很多很多梦
这些梦里都有
甜的
无厘头的
特别的

希望以后开心的永远都是我ahwing